Member Poem

Its been a long hard journey, don't know how I survived.
I've done every drug that a good man should try.
I've had my ups, more my downs.
I've been lost and I've been found.

I've been knocked down, beat down, black and bruised.
I've won and lost battles with more to lose.
One false move I choose you lose.
My life, a trip, through the eyes of a wolf.

I've hung with the high rollers, I've drunk with the losers.
Done heroine with the elite, been strung out with the weak.
I've robbed from the rich, Stole from the poor.
And through it all I have always known the score.

Have you been where I have been, have you seen what i've seen?
Yes, my life is riddled with sin, so what, you're either with me or against me.
Either, or, it doesn’t matter much, don't be judging what you don't understand.
You haven't come close to my definition of what it takes to be a man.

So Keep dishing out your morals that make no sense at all.
Creating a world for someone destined to fall.
And I'm sure you are content with living life this way.
Full of majorities image of what society has to say.

But you do not know me, in my world you'd never last.
I lurk in the shadows, waiting for the sheep and hiding in the past.
I know about our differences but at least i let you be.
But if I get caught, you'll never get anything out of me.

BY STEVE V. FELDMAN