Member Poem

Suspended in this hollow space in my heart, little fists caught in a gist; in a beyond world that's beyond me.

Chained to souls that aren't me, can't I ignore what's a part of me and let it go as I drift adrift. Run and dive into the moment sea but I'm lost in thoughts, found in sleep..

In a Beyond world that's beyond me.

Strolling past under these clear skies, so faking bright that's blinding me. Little cats and rodent rats walking past to their holes atlast but I'm lost in thoughts, found in sleep..

In a beyond world that's beyond me.

Stitching aughts(zeros) that are thoughts endlessly in a timeless dream, standing still in this quizzing thrill amongst castles of sand left on shore but I'm lost in thoughts, found in sleep..

In a beyond world that's beyond me.

Serene swirls swept ashore whirling winds within me, mirror's black as I see. Am I blind or is that me? Burning sun like a cigarette tip between my fingers devouring me. Smoke it off, let us see Who lasts. Is that me or a part of me? But I'm lost in thoughts, found in sleep..

In a beyond world that's beyond me.

Sailing mers through these blurs to the shore that's never reached, finding me that was never there. Climbing stairs countlessly unaware to nowhere. Let me see what's beyond me when I'm lost in thoughts, found in sleep..

Open your eyes to the bawling kid in your hollow heart, little fists clenched tight.

Fingers lurched at your touch, halt your search Lost is found. But will he last in this winter scourge. Freezing more at your breath. Let it break little still to let in light melt age old ice, flow scouring streams through your veins, slow and chill withered in pain. Flood with blood once again, blooming memories you never sowed. Lost in thoughts, found in sleep..

In a beyond world that's within you.