They say i dont talk much
but there is chaos within me
I scream in silence
as iam reminded frequently
Of dreadful memories
that surface time and again
Unwillingly replaying scenes
that are screening rape, abuse and heartbreak
Depression reconvenes
to leave my soul paralyzed
like i have been chained and thrown at sea
Iam traumitized

They say i dont smile much
but i wear a mask for people to see

My tears no longer fall
there is a fire burning inside of me
Its flame engulfs to embrace my throat
hugging it tightly as i forget to breathe
and my mouth gasps for air
forming little bubbles at sea
I will be forgotten underneath
the very life boat
sent to rescue me

Such is a pain that never leaves
and time that doesnt heal

Devisha

 

 
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