Can i get my old soul back ?

In the world of fears,
Where it has been never been felt like ever before.

How madly it used to wonder before for everything,
Which don't find its own path now correctly.

I am in era where asking god can i get my old soul back,
So that i can rest it and begin with goals like whole again.

Oh god make me come and again let me feel alive,
So that i can become philanthropist to save the world from crimes.

There are innocent hopes in my heart which hopes to get fulfill in depth,
Oh god can i please get my old soul back ?