DECONTAMINATED?

Detecting a 'throbbing', but not a 'pulse'
Exposed to harsh elements undisclosed
Churning bowels and chest-cavity convulse
Overly open and underly closed
Nightmares and reality juxtaposed
Trembling in teeth, lips, fingers, and knees
Aging, staging, partially decomposed
Melting madly in multiple degrees
Internally hollow/ empty unease
Nauseating nights/ days deluged with germs
Adjusting to life/ this fatal disease
Testing completed, (as doctor confirms)
Embrace me now, let us act as adults:
Desist from insults, just read the results..