Emotions

by Sefiya

I try to write without involving my emotions,
just write whats necessary without feeling
anything towards what I am writing about

I have tried time over time to put the
emotions aside and write from an unbiased
point of view, but at the end of the script
all that's displayed are my emotions

I have thought and thought and decided 
to embrace my emotions and if thats all
that people would see, then fine, let them
see only that.

I have compared the emotions to a painting
and its not even the paper or whatever the 
painting is on, its not even the paint or the
paintbrush. The emotions is the background, 
it's what makes the painting possible

I have realised it is what makes you connect
to that painting, your own emotions.
Contrary to what people may think,
your emotions don't break you, it is who you are

I am going to write with my emotions in check now,
I will let my emotions guard every stroke of my ink.
I will let my emotions soar, because I am my emotions.