Life Is A Movie

Caught myself all awry,
Found myself an alibi.
I heard the outcry,
Decided to kiss myself goodbye.

If life's like a movie,
When will mine end?
I am all antsy
As I try to make amend.

Everything was picture perfect.
Until I started to neglect.
Found myself in a wreck,
Treating myself as a defect.

If life's like a movie,
When will mine end?
My hands all clammy,
Anxious for the scene to end.

Running around in circles,
As I cry in my own battles.
The rain drizzles,
Over my discreet trembles.

If life's like a movie,
When will mine end?
Going slightly balmy,
I begged for myself to mend.

Desperate for happiness,
I see myself in hopelessness.
The curtain closes,
And so died down the noises.