Confusion

Confusion...
What purpose does this serve?
What message is being sent but not received?
Is it truly confusion, or is it just overthinking?
Maybe it's the mind wandering
Maybe it's being in denial
I guess the confusing part is, why is this person in my life when it can't be what I want?
Why can't I see beyond...
Or
I should ask, why can't I feel beyond...
I can't see the purpose because I can't have what I want when maybe I'm missing what I need
Confusion leads to anxiety
It goes like this: Confusion, overthinking, anxiety
What a cycle this is!
Do I remain confused because I have yet to learn my lesson?
History repeats itself until growth leads to change 
Maybe once I evolve, the confusion will dissipate, and I can see and feel beyond 
Confusion...