To Die, To Die Not?

"Today is the day," my voice with certainty,
"This is the perfect day to die and be free."
But my dog comes running with a broken leg,
My soft heart can't ignore him, I give a mend.

"Today is the day," my voice with certainty,
"This is the perfect day to die and be free."
But my sister comes running with a broken heart,
My soft heart can't ignore her, I stay all night and promise not to depart.

"Today is the day," my voice with certainty,
"This is the perfect day to die and be free."
But my niece comes running with a letter in a plant,
Saying I am pretty and I am the best aunt.

"Today is the day," my voice with certainty,
"I'll stop thinking about dying and being false free."
I am needed, I have the best people surrounding me,
From now on, I'll try to see life in a positive way.