dreaming
every so often the lamp sparks!
the room dims;
and the eyes close,
letting in the waves when they sluice
and slide,
gently-
so as not to awaken...
the feet lift off the floor
and never do settle back down
the hair is the sea
a sometimes seaweed
in otherwise dry sheets;
the body does not lie-
and it does not stand-
it floats in the perpetual buzz
of wax, stars and border times;
it ceases its self-perpetuation,
that rooting of one action to the next,
binding now to no living thing
once, i saw it tapping across the night
(a congealed slap of wet mud);
I decided to be there, and that night
I was never on Earth
climbing beyond the light of a galaxy
or the distance of various Earths:
once I was dipping up and under the lip
of a flooded road in static and teal moons,
then I wandered the old neighborhood
and slurped honey from the well of a wood
that was never there,
other nights, homely roads huffed and chinned
into mountains
and slopes that i sang and skated
up and down;
last night, i found a new bridge,
pulsing with a mahogony shop sprouting
violins and cellos like spring blooms!
but finally-
if even an infant crack of Earth light
webs through the eyelid;
if the breath quickens even one pace
beneath the eyelid thrum;
then the stubborn tug of flesh memory
binds the other worlds
just out of the grasp of night skin;
awaken.