I used to

I used to love the way you flip your hair,
Or the way you always were kind.
The way that you would stare
At the Sun, whereas you’re the only thing in my mind.

I used to love how you dress regardlessly
Of what others might think.
How you speak respectfully
Even when people steal your drink.

I used to love the way you do your nails,
Pink or red… You use it as a weapon
As my weak heart love all of these details.
And you always match it with the season.

I used to love how you dance at night,
Putting your favorite songs on the radio.
How you uplift your leg so high,
That you fall on the carpet of our studio.

I used to love the way you talk,
Slowly, just as the world would wait for you.
The way you yap when we go on a walk,
I would always agree that whatever you said was true.

I used to love how you easily get excited
About the smallest things like beaches.
How you would tell me that I was gifted,
That you let me scratch you where it itches.

I used to love the way we met,
The way you came to me, giving your number
Cutelessly shy. And to myself, I have bet
That we’ll be together and love each other.

And now I hate the way you throw your hair around,
Or the way you always are so naive.
The way you gawk at the background,
Trying so hard to be seductive.

And now I hate how you dress like a homeless man,
Wanting people to notice you.
How you let people talking bad,
Letting them dumbly steal you.

And now I hate the way you paint your nails,
Not even noticing that you're doing too much.
Who cares about the color or prices in sales ?
Red in autumn ? Whatever, so ugly it seems like you did it in a rush.

And now I hate how you wiggle at 10pm,
With those stupid songs you're listening to.
How you throw your leg so high,
That you ridiculously fall, trying to catch my elbow.

And now I hate the way you ramble all day long,
It always gives me a headache.
The way you sincerely think that you belong
To a prestigious university, believing you never did a mistake.

And now I hate the way you scream
Whenever you only see water.
The way you always want to be the star on the screen,
As if nobody could be better.

And now I hate the way you left,
The way you came, saying that we were over.
All that because of a guy who have theft,
The only person that I loved. Ever.