My purgatory, my fate

my heart breaks,

as i look back at my life,

my senses evade,

as i dream of what could be,

my heart breaks,

as i wake up to reality,

my soul evades,

as i see my empty hands,

my heart breaks,

as i envision those beautiful eyes,

my reality deteriorates,

i am the man i am, 

she made me who i am,

i was a dried up quill,

she filled my heart with her loves ink,

i was a lost soul,

she found me and held me close,

i was a ruthless assasin,

she forgave me and cleansed my sins,

i was forever condemned,

she was my redemption,

i pray to God,

to give her back,

he laughs at me,

and my worlds crack,

i was lost in my purgatory,

and now it welcomes me back.....

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