Sweet pain

So hard a blow,
Your love will ever throw.
My heart still,
Depending on the will,
Of seeing you
Come out out of the blue.

In the distant horizon,
Your absence I mourn.
Sweet tears I shed,
Missing you in bed.
Hoping one day
The night will be gay,
You by my side
As we ponder upon the tide.

Love!
A necessary pain,
Only when I think of you.
Missing you...
A sweet pain,
Only when you are missing.
Forgetting;
A mission impossible,
Only when you are the subject.

Dearest I wonder,
As I ponder
On your promise,
Although not Amiss;
I still miss
Those kisses,
Evoking a race
In my arteries.

In my heart still,
I bear it all;
The zeal,
Burning to heal
This sweet pain.