Temporary Housing

What am I supposed to do?
Now that you’ve admitted you’re gay
To EVERYONE…
What do I tell my vagina?
That you don’t want it anymore,
That you were only using it as
Temporary housing
A plush comforter
A bookmark in a book
Until you found
Something
Someone
Better
Your femme voice
Now higher than mine                                                          
I just want to scream
YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME FIRST
But instead you are hugging me
So unbelievably happy
That all I can do is hug you back
Even though I’m still wondering
How I didn’t know
HOW COULD I NOT KNOW???
But I didn’t
And I don’t want it to be true
So you be the one to tell her
Tell my vagina
The bad news
As I press her
Back Into you