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162. Wherein There Is No Remedy for His Pain Save in Her Pity or in Death -

WHEREIN THERE IS NO REMEDY FOR HIS PAIN SAVE IN HER PITY OR IN DEATH

Daily the silvering hair, the changed demeanour
Reveal me, yet I cherish old sweet dangers,
Cling to the laurel, which is death to strangers,
Whose green leaf heat and cold alike leave greener.
The sea shall rot, the stars burn out, and leaner
This flesh become, but in a world of changers,
She changes not; the bright celestial rangers
Grow pale: her lovely shadow flames the keener.
Ah, wound I loathe yet love, until death loose me,

161. Wherein Approaching the Place of Laura on a Journey, He Is Again Consumed, Again Inflamed -

WHEREIN APPROACHING THE PLACE OF LAURA ON A JOURNEY, HE IS AGAIN CONSUMED, AGAIN INFLAMED

The soft wind that sets hills in softer blue
And rouses every bud that diadems
The valley — I know well: it gave me gems
Of worship, but it crowned with red thorns too:
My sick soul to relieve, I cry adieu
To those dear haunts, the liquid l's and m's
Of Tuscan nightingales on Tuscan stems,
And seek the sun to burst my darkness through.
That sun whose virtue is so strong, so sweet
Love drives me headlong to its light again

160. Wherein His Highest Happiness Consists in Seeing and Hearing Her -

WHEREIN HIS HIGHEST HAPPINESS CONSISTS IN SEEING AND HEARING HER

Such noble sustenance my fancy feeds
I envy not Jove's godlike meat and wine:
I gaze on her — and feel floods more divine
Surge in lethean flame that nothing heeds;
I hear her voice — that silver music bends
My trammeled soul of sighs; a double vine
Grows from one seed: I seek not to define
My doom, but doubly follow where Love leads.
That liquid voice my spirit drinks, those tones
Whose talking harmonies, so light, so dear,
They only feel who hear deep in their bones:

159. Wherein Love Lingers with Him, Watching Laura Walk Abroad -

WHEREIN LOVE LINGERS WITH HIM, WATCHING LAURA WALK ABROAD

Here stand we, Love, our glory to regard:
Behold how she surpasses Nature! Stare
The while such sweetness sheds its showers there!
Such drench of dazzling heaven is earth's reward!
Look — purple, pearls and gold in yard on yard
Glitter and richly twist and weave a snare!
How her feet twinkle, her eyes burn the air,
Flashing the dark hills all alive and starred!
The green turf and the thousand-tinted flowers
Under that ancient holm-oak's high pavilion,

158. Wherein Merely to Look on Laura Sustains Him -

WHEREIN MERELY TO LOOK ON LAURA SUSTAINS HIM

As God is life forever and forever,
The perfect Fullness, every gift expressing,
So, dear my Lady, in you is all blessing,
My few years flow to you as to a river.
Never have eyes so richly gazed — Ah never —
If that eyes to the heart make true confessing —
O pure and lovely Spirit past possessing,
O leveller of hope and high endeavour!
Nor would I more entreat if less of haste
To leave impelled thee: if, as legends tell,
And in good faith, are some that live by smell,

157. Wherein He Relates the Vision of the Fawn -

WHEREIN HE RELATES THE VISION OF THE FAWN

Hard by a laurel, between two running streams,
At the young season's youngest budding dawn,
In a green space I saw a milk-white fawn
With horns as golden as an angel's dreams;
Remote and magical, with little gleams
Of light around its head, it wandered on:
Leaving my labours, like a miner drawn
By gold, I followed — foolishly, it seems.
" Let none impede me! " — round its collar ran
The legend pricked in pearl and diamond —
" By Caesar's charge I wander fancy-fond. "

156. Wherein He Likes His State to a Storm-Racked Ship -

WHEREIN HE LIKENS HIS STATE TO A STORM-RACKED SHIP

My vessel, cargoed with oblivion, cleaves
The boisterous deep, under cold midnight skies,
And mine old enemy, Love, the tiller plies,
While Scylla hisses and Charybdis heaves;
At every oar imagination weaves
Fancies that both the storm and death despise;
A humid and eternal wind of sighs
Wails through my sails and shatters as it grieves.
Torrents of tears and clouds of chilling scorn
Wash and relax the shrouds so overworn,
Of ignorance and error intertwined;

155. Wherein the Sun, by His Setting, Hides the House of Laura from His Eyes -

WHEREIN THE SUN, BY HIS SETTING, HIDES THE HOUSE OF LAURA FROM HIS EYES

O nurturing Sun, that leaf of all my love,
First loved by thee, in her sweet earth alone
Blossoms unparalleled since, all unknown,
On Adam burst the splendour men dream of.
O pause to gaze at her! Though I approve
And do entreat thy dalliance, thou art flown —
Or poised for flight: the mountain dusk is down,
The day beneath proud fillets doth remove.
The shadows from those gentle mountains falling,
Where sparkles my sweet fire, where bravely grew

154. Wherein Only the Ancient Elders of Song Are Worthy to Sing Her Virtues -

WHEREIN ONLY THE ANCIENT ELDERS OF SONG ARE WORTHY TO SING HER VIRTUES

The youthful Alexander at the tomb
Of fierce Achilles sighed awhile and said:
" O Fortunate! whom Homer trumpeted
Over the earth and lifted from our doom! "
But Ah! beyond oblivion and the gloom
Of dusty death shall that adorable head
Of gold go down to sleep ungarlanded
Save of the faint few roses I presume
To weave upon her? Homer and Orpheus,
Mantua's shepherd poet should proclaim
The beauty that were wind and fire and flame

152. Wherein He Likens His Lady to the Phoenix of Arabia -

WHEREIN HE LIKENS HIS LADY TO THE PHoeNIX OF ARABIA

This magic Phaenix with the golden plumes
Fashions so rare and natural a ring
To deck that throat, that whitest loveliest thing,
It melts all hearts and most mine own consumes;
Also it shapes a diadem which blooms,
Blinding the air with light; from thence his sting
Of liquid fire Love sucks whose flame can cling
Close to the heart's bone through the iciest glooms.
Bordered with blue, a brilliant purple vest
Sprinkled with roses, veils her shoulders: none