Year
              U r everything i have done right but everything ive done wrong 
cant stop the beat to this sick relentless song you surround me with your cold darkness ,yet i still tried to find your light. 
had to go I've no longer the strength to fight.  day in day out with no end in sight 
Said if i leave id crumble, but it's ok that I might  
Mad now cause i found  the way to clarity realizing uve no empathy nor a  ounce of sincerity 
.addicted to you like a iv  user 
but insted of the needle its an abusier 
your high is like no other make ya weak enough 2 crawl 
walls caving  in and startin to fall 
Watched me cry as u laughed and smiled.. Punish and scoled me as if im a child 
i know now its not my mind thats crazy and wild 
detoxing now surely feel like im dying. damage done by spite greed and gas lighting. really despise you as much as i loved you no point in denying..
no longer  there to do the supplying 
to all ur hatful demonic conniving..
Now gone along with those monkeys u trained to do ur flyin  
Lie on me to everyone we know.
.o how i hope and pray you rep what youve sown.
. haveing to learn once again to stand on my own.    
Next chapter, movin on, to make believe that you never existed 
No longer poisoned because you'retwisted..