by a sex couching
me since I turned
thirteen,

accepting no!s grew
effortless as
soaking impurity

into napkins
I hear the aarthi bells
ring a chiaroscuro
of
injustice clotted

in the toilet-
no kunkum for me,
god knows there is
enough red!
in a blazing
heart,

God knows?

Context for "Stained": In many parts of India even today, menstruating women are not allowed to enter temples or participate in religious activities.    

aarthi: a prayer offered to god                                                             
kunkum: a red powder applied on the forehead, associated with sacredness

Appeared in Flatbush Review

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