Member Poem

I fear the loneliness
I fear the loneliness because it reminds me of you
It reminds everything about you
It reminds me every moment spent with you

As I walk through the crowds
And come across a face similar to yours
My heartbeat increases a million times
To turn around and look, my heart successfully lures

Once my heart realizes
That face is not the oxygen it's looking for
It crumbles like a dry leaf crumbling under weight
To roll out of my eyes, the tears launch a war

A sound similar to your voice
Makes my heart feel that it has found the Holy Grail
Once my heart realizes that the sound source is not its treasure
It wishes to die, but it has to continue living in the jail

So much I try, to forget about you
The memories come back hunting for me
I wish to have you in my life
My eyes desperately wish to see thee

It's me who knows how I spent the days
It has been a sad and never ending wait
It has been a journey in a desert
Without a drop of water, without any bait

I look at your pic and cry in loneliness
I have spent nights wondering about us being together
The sleepless nights, the colorless dreams
I feel like cold-caught bird, without a feather

In your absence, I feel like a loser
Life's a dark sky without a single star
There's no water in the oceans, there's no sweetness in the sugar
I am suffocating, even oxygen seems far

You are the heart of my soul
Without you, I am a colorless rainbow
Without you, I am a fish without fins
Without you, I am a glowworm without glow

Please come back
My heart's begging, please come back
Come back before I lose my wits
Come back before my hope quits
Come back before there's no more water to roll out as tears
Come back before my heart stops
Come back
Come back...