Perhaps I need a normaliser.
Would you like one? Now? 
The moods induced 
by a drunken sun 
thumping the rooftops 
pose questions too abstruse, 
odd friend, for my gentle ears. 
I just amble along sideways, 
pretending not to notice. 
Perhaps I need to be in orbit, 
or in the obit pages — though 
only in a supporting role, 
like sole conniving 
heir to a vast fortune 
telling racket. First this, 
then that. Reporters flopping 
about in my wake, can you hear 
what I’m dictating to you? It was all 
very exciting people talked about 
for weeks, though they all had 
sons and daughters. First 
these, then those.