Suffering in sorrow, in hope to attain

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Suffering in sorrow, in hope to attain,
Desiring in fear and dare not complain,
True of belief in whom is all my trust,
Do thou apply to ease me of my pain,
Else thus to serve and suffer still I must.

Hope is my hold. Yet in despair to speak
I drive from time to time and do not reck
How long to live thus after love's lust,
In study still of that I dare not break;
Wherefore to serve and suffer still I must.

Encrease of care I find both day and night.
I hate that was sometime all my delight.
The cause thereof ye know I have discussed
And yet to refrain it passeth my might;
Wherefore to serve and suffer still I must.

Love whoso list, at length he shall well say:
To love and live in fear it is no play.
Record that knoweth, and if this be not just,
That whereas love doth lead, there is no way
But serve and suffer ever still he must.

Then for to live with loss of liberty
At last perchance shall be his remedy,
And for his truth, requit with false mistrust.
Who would not rue to see how wrongfully
Thus for to serve and suffer still he must?

Ontruth by trust oft-times hath me betrayed,
Misusing my hope, still to be delayed.
Fortune, always I have ye found unjust;
And so with like reward now am I paid —
That is, to serve and suffer still I must,

Never to cease nor yet like to attain
As long as I in fear dare not complain.
True of belief hath always been my trust
And, till she knoweth the cause of all my pain,
Content to serve and suffer still I must.
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