What would you do?
If you awoke one morning blind
For argument’s sake
Let’s say it's one eye
If you were blind
You’d like it where you are
When your vision is obstructed
You can view the contradictions in your afflictions
All the scattered ambiguities fly from your closet
Everything dries up, particles break off
They appear floating across your field of vision
Beyond reason
You are a blind photographer
They said that had someone died. Actually they said that someone had been killed. There’s probably a difference. There was probably a scream. A break. A crash. Maybe there was a “Are they breathing” Maybe there was a “no” Maybe there were tears. Maybe there were not. Maybe they were alone. Or maybe their brother, or girlfriend, or coworker, or hitchhiking companion, couldn’t bring themselves to tears. Maybe it hadn’t quite sunk in yet. Maybe. But I wouldn’t know, because I wasn’t there.
Eubie did it better than anyone-- not just music but life as well. Sneaking off at thirteen, already pro, playing at a Baltimore brothel,
he filled time for men lounging on couches, pulling slugs of whiskey from flasks, waiting for the girl if--in not their dreams--at least their choice that evening. Then, people hummed
his show tunes, but his true calling being the Rachmaninoff of Ragtime. Long fingers, doing what few can hope to, created perfects tops, gaps leading to
rolling trills, rollicking dances on black keys running accidentals
How many a fight How many a tear Can someone like you Fit into a year? For that which you did Was such a surprise I look at it now With tears in my eyes Cut to the core At such a young age Could my smile conceal Such feelings of rage? Sometimes I feel The weight of regret But that which you give Is what you will get I believe in this saying I hope that it’s true And one day this sorrow Will fall back on you.