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Daily Ordeal

Death of the child,
death of the mother,
or the death of both beings.

These are the possibilities
that can ensue in such tense moments.
Here, in this white room,
under white fluorescent lights,
new life prepares to explode into
the world through bursts of fury.

As a family anxiously awaits
the arrival of its newest member,
the reapers linger in the shadows.
They stand ready for the potential
addition of two new seeds to
their ethereal gardens. The clock is ticking.

One last push. One last scream.

I sing the praises of Sterilite

(even Mary Poppins would tout
a plug for said company she would spout
forcing playthings scattered helter skelter
retreating into their respective bins
analogous to a defeated army
beating a hasty retreat after a major rout
against all odds fighting off
the aggressive incursion
of a trumpeting lout,
which troops use weapon of choice
namely breath issuing "Kraut"
which in German, "Kraut"
primarily means herb
or the leaves and stem
of a plant, as opposed to the root,
also used in compound nouns
to refer to various cabbage products,

Let it be

Let it be
The arrival of the
New year
I hope we have a good year
Ahead of us
AIso I hope to accomplish my
Poetry writing
Also I hope
I will be no more sick
I am planning to stay
Healthy
In the new year
I have no idea if I
Will be able to do that
I am questioning that
AIso I am living now in
The future
I still don't know nothing
About my future
God please tell me about my future
Because I am dying to know
About my future
I hope not to make
Any mistakes in my
Future
That I had done in my
Past
I am afraid of

Dusty roads take me out

Dusty roads take me out
   To the furthest reaches -
To places not thought of
   Way off highway stretches -

To the rocky vales where
   A lonely thrasher calls
And scarcely people hear
   His excitable songs -

To where a streamlet flows -
   Whatever it be named -
Where a line of hoodoos
   See the course slowly change -

To the canyon shadows
   I find laudable
To marvel at the rows
   Of piñon for a while -

My lover – he feels blank –

My lover – he feels blank –
   His personality shows through
Those shades of love and kindness
   And fears held in check by curfew –

Neither brown nor yellow nor black
   But blank with diamond edges
That detect Truth and what
   I give back that simply is –

Neither opaque nor translucent
   Nor what spectroscopy in between
But fashioned by the eye of God –
   Made whole in splendid being.

I have lived a hundred different lives -

I have lived a hundred different lives -
Each as different as water is to stone.
I have dreamed a few far-away dreams
To discover that they were mine alone.
I have felt at times a trace of love
But was shown again that theirs was untrue.
I have often tried to bury the past
To find that it rarely stays inhumed.
I gave life to undeserving powers
But I was too late in retaking it.
I have seen the glory of success
But it was not my own to celebrate.
I have thrown my rage at the hailstorm
Then retreated quickly to a burrow.

They tell me that I perished

They tell me that I perished
   But I've never felt more alive
And the warmth of your presence
   Still lingers in my mind.

I ventured longer than an arm -
   Beyond the dim horizon -
Further than a murky quasar
   Yet less than a prayer's span.

When you stop to think of me -
   When tears can't help but fall -
Know that it's okay to grieve
   And let them wash your soul

Faith - it is a journey

Faith - it is a journey
And I bear the scattering wind
That steers abroad my dinghy
To the edge of some horizon -
'Though it be peculiar to me.

Faith - it is also an epiphany -
One that hung in darkness
And had been waiting for me.
I am one who groped for it -
Pulled and did its unraveling ...