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Tears Of. A Clown

Against a willowy wailing backdrop of inner chaos,
an indignant incendiary mask stifles the simmering cauldrons,
of a stoic stage clown post lachrymose performance wearily stunning yet stung,
or the surreptitious posture of the laugh it off as mediocre bypass,
iron clad ruthless repression of bone rattle indignation a seeker of impoverished aperture,
whilst many can manage to laugh through their toppling tears,
this feeble feat can be turgidly reversed as in  cavernous crying through laughter,

O melhor amigo

O melhor amigo
Doesn't judge me
He accepts me
The way I am
O melhor amigo
He doesn't put me down
O melhor amigo
He helps me to
Solve all my daily
Problems
O melhor amigo
We get along very well
O melhor amigo
Is a Christian like me

Jaun Elia: English translations of Urdu poems

These are English translations of Urdu poems by Jaun Elia, who has been called the "poet of pain." Syed Sibt-e-Asghar Naqvi (1931-2002), more commonly known as Jaun Elia, was a Pakistani Urdu poet, philosopher, biographer, and scholar. A child prodigy, he began writing poetry at age eight but didn't published his first poetry collection, Shayad, until age sixty.

I am strange—so strange
that I self-destructed and don't regret it.
―Jaun Elia, loose translation/interpretation by Michael R. Burch

The wound is deep—companions, friends—embrace me!

Second Sight

I never touched you—
that was my mistake.

Deep within,
I still feel the ache.

Can an unformed thing
eternally break?

***

Now, from a great distance,
I see you again

not as you are now,
but as you were then—

eternally present
and Sovereign.

I cracked on the central air-conditioning on Juneteenth 2025...

the first time this summer,
when martyrdom got chucked aside for cold comfort.

How heavenly the climate controlled apartment
unit b44 felt and damn the torpedoes
(originated from a quote
attributed to Admiral David Farragut
during the Battle of Mobile Bay
in the American Civil War)
about being the poster child for Peco.

Sensitivity to global warming
increased intolerance against
hazy hot and humid weather
adversely affecting me
the older I get,
thus body electric of mine
caving into temptation
to set the digital dial

Don't want to

I don't want to die I just don't want to live, 'Cause I made much more mistakes, than you can forgive. Death means taking those little things that make me happy, in a word where everything is soulles sorrow. I don't want to die, There's so many things I want to try, So many people i don't want to leave, But I don't want to survive only live.

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For you

Father I am always
Praying for you
Every single night
I never miss a night
That I just don't pray
For you my Father
And in my prayer
I ask you to remove
The stress
That I am having
Every single day
Father I just have a hard time
Coping with my stress
Father
Can you teach me
How to cope with my stress
Because I would love
To be able to cope
With my stress

He Came Into My Life

There was a girl,

without enough love from her parents,
grieving for love from everyone.
Then one man came into her life
and showed her
what true love feels like.
He...

He made me feel alive
when
I thought I was dead inside.
He made me believe in love

when I had lost all hope in it.
He made my life beautiful

just by being in it.
He understands me 

he knows exactly what I need most.
Yes, I needed love.

And he gave it to me,
loving me unconditionally, every day.
I will forever be thankful
to the universe and to God.