Happy one moment
Stressed the next
“Oh my god what if I fail this test?!”
Constantly feeling pressed
I’ve forgot what it feels like to rest
My mind constantly sends me on quests
With every answer I feel a sense of regret
Is this really my best?
Wow what a failure
My judgement is clouded
My mind is shrouded
I’m always surrounded by my demons
They tear away at me
“You think you did good? Oh, please.”
They tear me down
What if everybody’s watching now?
I want to get out of my mind
But I don’t know how!
Why am I like this?
I’m my own villain and my anxiety’s my sidekick
I’m feeling kind of frightened.
Was I supposed to put a dash-- or a hyphen?!
Am I the only one like this?
I can’t be.
I know there must others out there just like me
I know I can find a way to get rid of all this stress
I am going to try to just do my best.
And understand that the rest I can’t change.
Then maybe I’ll be free.
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