Member Poem

The pigeons’ sounds shouting my name
flying at night in the moonlight
I light bonfire to hallow the “viper” of Adam and Eve with flame

Oh, my father, please give me power!
I desired to curse the person who caused me pain!
Shouted out loud…
I will give my life to you, father

Crows, please bring the death to people I hate!
Smoke of fire, please burn my enemy!
Stars fall in sky; bring darkness to the world and me

I will kill people to worship you, my father of abyss,
kill those who doubt me of being the follower of the Lord
please, bless me to succeed over the horde!

The warm morning light must be shrouded in clouds.
A violent rainstorm must replace a bright rainbow.
The land must be covered with cold snow

I must be the most beautiful woman!
Oh, my father, what do you want in exchange for this beauty?
“Red blood of 100 sheep or life of me?”

I will do anything to get what I want,
I will knit Voodoo doll for who took my everything,
tears drop fall…suffering from needles piercing!
I will laugh heartily in the storm of the night

Nightmares must happen, father
dream catcher must be torn apart!
The river will turn into a stone, devoid a heart,
until that day…
I will be the lover of father forever.