Member Poem

I miss the me I used to be
My whole self, lost in memories
Underneath this armor I wear I am but sand
If I let you in, you'll see what I am
Formless, shapeless, I'll seap through your fingers
Devoid of life, but my body still lingers
You knew me once, but have since forgotten
My heart still beats, but my soul is rotten
I scream like a ghost, you cannot hear
My dreams don't come true, only my fears
These words I speak, I speak to the deaf
Will you remember me, when there's nothing left?