My love. My princess.

My heart. My prince.

You were originally mine.

I know that.

Why did you not wait for me?

I was hurt at your indifference.

I am sorry, but I knew little then, could not tell whether it was really you or another. I was truly bent on getting my true lost rib.

Well, I felt alone, rejected, misunderstood. I was unsure of your love even though mine for you was growing without nourishment. You kept away no matter what I did.

By the time I became sure that it was you, you had gone away forever. I lost you to another. Oh! How I wept for you. I am still weeping . My heart still bleeding.
How could I have let you slip through my fingers? You were right in front of me but I lost you forever.

If you had shared your doubts, I could have waited for you. But you made me feel like I was chasing after you. I needed a man who would love me for me, cherish the entirety of me. Not one who made me feel so not needed.

I am sorry my love though I know my sorrow does not help us now. Even with another, I found no fulfilment. It has always been a continuous looking over my shoulder hoping to catch a glimpse of you somewhere, sometime. I have not been fair to my spouse but not intentionally so. You wounded me for life with your existence. I am destroyed for life, can never love another the way I love you.

I know the feeling. I stand in the same shoes. I call out your name three, four times before my day elapses and it is a daily routine. You have branded me for life. It is continuous sighing day and night, wondering what could be occupying your thoughts per time. I have never stopped loving you since the day I set my eyes on you fourteen years ago. Trust me. I have tried everything to remove your stamp from my heart. After these many years, I am sure I will never forget you.

Please, don’t forget me. You don’t know how much it helps me to know that you still love and cherish me. It comforts me tremendously, my love, my life. Because I am interested in your welfare, I have kept away from you, knowing that you belong t another now. Do not think it has been easy for me. I am not a strong man, at least not when it comes to you. It has been a tough battle, daily battle. I pick up my mobile daily, dial your number and then end the call just when it would reach you. I am not a strong man.
So you say you remember me everyday?

I do. Almost every minute.

Then I am comforted. I want you to know that I carry you in my heart everywhere I go. We did not happen but I still have you with me. I will never stop loving you. Can I hug you please?

I was hoping you would ask that. Sure! I would love that. Thank you. This is truly comforting. Farewell, prince of my heart, farewell. Feel free to call me whenever you want to hear my voice and I will call you too.

I sure will, my princess.

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