three nights ago, i found a five-leaf clover
all of my worries are gone, the pain is now over
i looked in their eyes, deep in slumber
the love of my life
the bad times are over

last night, i spoke to my five-leaf clover
found him in the shallows of my inbox, i should have replied sooner
what were the odds of me finding such a man
who truly expressed his love
held my virtual hand

a five-leaf clover is extremely rare
the way that you are with me is a blessing too
god turned a staff into a serpent
exodus
agnostic

You tasted just like the orange soda that
you just drank, the one you got from the pizza place.
In the few seconds our lips touched I knew I
wouldn’t remember exactly what it felt like,
but I could always count on my mind to fill
the void. So my mind says,
“orange soda. you tasted orange soda”
so that’s what I’ll be imagining
until I can focus on it more, again

As I sit on the last months of my twenty's and enter a new decade I cant help question. I question why it's so scary to be three decades old.  I  question the past ten years  what's different about me. I question how many people are proud of the woman that I am today.  I question if  people see  my growth. I question how  many  people are cheering for my success. I question if I'm good enough to love and be loved. I question the times I've had failed or quit. I question the mistakes I've made.

She dives into
The chasm
Hunting life
On sheer cliffs
Of bone

She risks
It all for
One moment of
Fullness
Alone

Snow softly
Falls on
Her world
Of blood and
Stone

No trail
Left behind
As her life is a
Whisper
Unknown

With survival
A knife edge and
Conditions towards
Brevity
Prone

She clings
Not to befores
Or to afters
For to her all is
Shown

THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON I HAVE EVER MET.

The sweetness on your face is like a scoop of intensely flavored and unbelievably delightful Italian ice-cream that every time you taste; you want to have more without worrying about calories.
You are that kind of beautiful.

When I see you, I get stuck in your beauty like a celebrity is stuck amidst his fans where every heart beats are filled with passion, happiness, and a desire to be closer, a further.
When you look in the mirror, the mirror must be thinking, today I saw the prettiest girl

IT ALL STARTED WITH RUDY FRANCISCO

© N. M. Leepsa, 2018

Husband: Hey Sweetie, what are you listening in YouTube since so long? (Husband entering the bedroom saw his wife busy in watching something.)

The night we met change everything The night we kiss I melted The night we said i love you The night you promise you were mine The night we made lic8 The night I lost you The night you walked out of my lif The night we fought The night we ended broke me The night without you in my arms The night you disappeared The night i was missing you The night your life ended The night I wish to get one more night with you .

Waffle House Massacre
By Ramona Thompson
What more is it gonna take?
Another day, another crazed gun man
Fucked up times we are living in
Freaks and insanity roam the streets free to do as they please
Let me tell you, I’m getting sick of government and police not doing their best to protect us
Every time I turn on the news why must there be more blood and more bodies?

How can we be so blind and dumb to what is happening all around us?
One is always more of a nightmare than the next
Understanding and a way to stop the madness slips right through our fingers

A coffee mug & A silent night
Memories happy & sad, I sigh
A little pen & half pint pain Ih

Snippet & seductive tales
Story of hammer & some nails
Meani nothing every way
Writing a piece whole whole day

A piece, or pea'ce in piece of paper white
Creating world of soo wonderful delighte
Chocolate, music and fiction
                A forever addition
Unsynchroniz ed expression

& Denude   when lost her sight
Mug & Music, A nescafe night

Everything i am right now everything I'll ever be is all ill need to deal with whatever or whoever the world throws at me. Someday everything will make perfect sense BUT, for now i don't get to know the plan so ill laugh through the confusion ,I'll smile through the tears, and keep reminding myself that I'm here for a reason im not a mistake or a accident .i might not have been planned but here i am standing tall as the smart ,funny ,kind, amazing sexy beautiful black queen that i.am.I am only human thus its ok to have a meltdown but its not ok to unpack and live in that space.